The Start

On November 6, I fell completely apart. My wife has decided she wants a separation because she couldn't respect me. That night, I was an emotional mess. I couldn't believe how my life had devolved so greatly. I felt everything was over.

On Nov. 7, I dragged myself to the Walgreens where the insurance company had finally allowed me to get AndroGel. I rubbed the lotion on my body and had little hope.

On Nov. 8, I woke up a the man I thought I'd never be.